What, what, you always like to act alone and do something foolishly by yourself. I hate it when you hate it, you know?
She threw herself into my arms, and I slowly put this hand on her back. I was sobbing. At this moment, I seemed to feel the beauty again.
hate it, you hate it. Anyway, there is no chance to hate it after this time. Like it or hate it, a person like me who has scarred you will finally want it.
She blocked me from continuing to talk. At this moment, I clearly feel her tears dripping down my face. That tenderness belongs to her. I miss tenderness.
I want to hold her here all the time, but I don’t have the strength to hug her. She let me go and choked me and said, Why do you always like to be so cruel to me? I like to hurt me inexplicably. Don’t you know that I will collapse if you die like this? You know what, asshole? I won’t let you die. You owe me an answer. You owe me an explanation for leaving. I won’t let you die. Even if you die, it’s all with us. I don’t want to be injured again. I don’t want to live alone. I
I immediately started talking, then slowly pulled out a cigarette and lighter from my left pocket and said to Yan Jiaxin, Can you light a cigarette for me? I want to smoke.
She took my cigarette and lighter to help me light it, but the fire wouldn’t be lit, otherwise I really feel that my life is coming to an end, and I can’t even see the last vestige of fire before I die, and I won’t even be cruel to give me a cigarette.
I looked down and saw a bright fire. I slowly raised my head and saw Yan Jiaxin holding the familiar lighter. I lit the silver lighter engraved with Yan Xincheng in front of me.
She asked me to light this cigarette and put it in my hand. I put my left hand in my mouth and took a drag on thank you
Give me an answer after smoking this cigarette.
good
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Chapter ninety-five Collapse
I can’t see this morning, but the smoke in my hand is the brightest flame in this morning, and I feel that my state at the moment is like this little flame.
I enjoyed smoking this cigarette. Yan Jiaxin looked at me motionless and waited for me to finish smoking this cigarette. I really owe her an explanation. If I can’t tell her everything in front of her, it may be the biggest regret for both of us.
I lost this cigarette and left the last cigarette butt. She nodded at me, and there was a ray of sunshine outside. Chu Xiao, I think if I could see this morning, the sun might be the best expectation in my life.
I finally saw Chu Xiao weak again and said to her slowly: Actually, everything is my Tang Tianyi’s deal. We agreed that you would have a chance to return to the origin only after I left, and he would let you go to start the project of artistic soul. He didn’t like such a project at all in his heart, but he was willing to accept that he didn’t like it. On the whole, he was a trustworthy person. Although I don’t think he is a qualified father, he will keep his word because of his promise, even if he faced me. Such a small person, maybe I’m not a qualified boyfriend, and I haven’t really done anything to reassure you every day with you. I know what you want is such a warm harbor, but I am a small harbor. You are a big ship, a ship that can go further. I want to take you in when you are old and moored, but I don’t have the ability. I want to do better, but it’s not calm when this little wind and waves blow. I like you but I don’t have the ability to protect you. I’m really an asshole.
Yan Jiaxin’s expression was complicated, and then he scolded me, You bastard, who said that you didn’t have the ability to protect me? If you didn’t have anything, I should stand in the way.
Her voice choked up, and then she looked at me calmly again. The sun behind her was weak and slowly revealed a sound. I finally saw the sun clearly at the last minute. Chu Xiao, I finally watched the sunrise with her here. Although I was a little embarrassed, my mood was not so sad.
Bastard, can you promise me that if we can live safely, we can start a bet from here?
I looked at her blankly at once. Her expression is more serious now than all the days I have known her. She looked at me with such affirmation and supplication. She suddenly smiled at me, just like the pure warm smile on the stone road. This smile seemed to give me a lot of courage, the courage to want to live and start over with her. I can’t give up everything like this to die. I still have a lot of things to do. I have to keep a diary and write the happy record with her. I have to plant flowers and plant those sweet and delicious fruits with her. I dig the soil and she sprinkles water to watch the fruit tree together.
Now I slowly raised my hand to catch her and told her this is my answer
On this day, the sun finally rose slowly to the highest point, which was dazzling and comfortable, and as soon as we were illuminated by this sun, we were glittering with gold.
Yan Jiaxin said positively to me, Take a gamble. I don’t regret living or dying.
Well, I don’t regret it.
This time, I finally tried my best to arrest her. I whispered to her, I’ll run out here after counting 1, 2 and 3, remember.
“1”
“2”
“3”
After I shouted 123, the two of us did our best to run forward out of the hole. We ran very fast and directly stepped on the foot of the sleeping robber. The robber sat up in pain and shouted, Fuck you, big brother, they have escaped. This bitch is going to run away.
We didn’t even look at the scene behind us, but we ran to the front. Suddenly, the head of the robber blocked us directly and pointed a knife at us and said, If you want to run, I knew you two would take the opportunity to run out. I don’t feel at ease when those two do things. I specially blocked Xiao You just punched me, and now I want you to die.
One person in front and two people behind directly blocked us and there was no place to escape. Now we can never go back to that small cave that can be avoided, and we can gamble to the death.
Are you afraid? I asked her.
not afraid
Well, I’ll deal with the man in front. If you have no problem, deal with the two behind.
good
I began to breathe quickly, and I took a bite and made a gesture, waiting for them to attack here.
These people finally rushed towards us with forbearance. I dodged while looking for an opportunity to put it on the other side. My right hand strength should not be too great. I can’t even give this leader a blow when I find an opportunity. The big harm is to take him back.
Fuck you!
The head of the robber rushed at me angrily and stabbed me with a knife. I was forced to practice and retreat. When I was about to kick him, he directly kicked me fuck off.
One foot kicked me to the ground, and I wanted to get up from the ground in pain. This man stabbed me directly and died.
At this moment, I seem to see that death is so close to me, and I suddenly have a panic. Will such beautiful things become a fantasy?
Lei Hao
A scream shocked all of us. I looked at everything in front of me in disbelief. What? What? What do you want me to block this knife? Yan Jiaxin, don’t scare me.
My tears suddenly overflowed from my eyes, and Yan Jia Xin choked and said to me, Fool, there is nothing to keep you alive because of your faith, and my faith will always promise me to live well.
Suddenly my mood collapsed at this moment, and I looked at several people in front of me with resentment, and the anger in their eyes was enough to douse this Nanyue Mountain.
You want to die
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Chapter ninety-six Coma
My emotions and anger were ignited in an instant. I don’t remember how I walked out with Yan Jiaxin in my arms. I remember that the three people’s faces showed that they had never had fear when they faced me.
I am already very weak, but I still hold back everything and hold Yan Jiaxin to the mountain. I have always comforted myself that nothing must be okay.
When I walked around the corner to the living tent, I saw a glimmer of light and the familiar figure. They eagerly came towards me. When they came to my side, I finally fell down. Yu Fei came to my side and cried, What’s the matter, Lei Hao? What’s the matter with you?
I was dizzy from eating a headache, but I still sobbed, Save her! Save her!
When I put Yan Jiaxin in Fei’s hand, I finally fell unconscious.